}!{ Ah, well... }!{ I'm not so sure, with the current group we have now? }!{ But I've had many afraid of me before. }!{ And even if they weren't exactly afraid, per say, I have met many who were only nice and polite because of my blood colour. }!{ It is...
You don't finish the sentence, because you're not sure what to label the feelings you have on this subject. It is just the idea of people only treating you with anything like respect and friendliness because you are higher on the hemospectrum is quite...upsetting? You don't want insincerity. You don't want..."fakeness", or falsity, from the people you talk to even when you know you ultimately have no real say in that matter. You don't want fear, except from the ones you have deliberately chose to strike terror into, and you like to think you are a reasonable troll with good reasons for doing so.
You don't want quite a lot of things that come with being a highblood, now that you think about it. Or at least, those are the things that come with being a highblood that you have experienced.
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}!{ I'm not so sure, with the current group we have now?
}!{ But I've had many afraid of me before.
}!{ And even if they weren't exactly afraid, per say, I have met many who were only nice and polite because of my blood colour.
}!{ It is...
You don't finish the sentence, because you're not sure what to label the feelings you have on this subject. It is just the idea of people only treating you with anything like respect and friendliness because you are higher on the hemospectrum is quite...upsetting? You don't want insincerity. You don't want..."fakeness", or falsity, from the people you talk to even when you know you ultimately have no real say in that matter. You don't want fear, except from the ones you have deliberately chose to strike terror into, and you like to think you are a reasonable troll with good reasons for doing so.
You don't want quite a lot of things that come with being a highblood, now that you think about it. Or at least, those are the things that come with being a highblood that you have experienced.